take baby steps from me

1wk 1day as of Monday 31/08/09

Counting down the days he's leaving me for National Service. Sighs.. Some gurls tell me that it's not good you find someone who's about to go in/who's already in/or who just left camp. I am anxious coz i was told by those friends who told me the same thing for two years in a row now and i confess, i think i might've been traumatized by them and their share of bitter experiences. It's sad to hear them say that they were left behind by the men they loved the minute they entered camp. Or the other way around: where guys were left behind by their girlfriends once they go off.

I do pray that it won't happen, but so far so good on both sides. We're happy. HAHAH. I do like the times i spend with him; beach, lepak-ing, dinners. They're comfortable, fun, always fulfilling in some way. I seem to find him more fascinating each day. And likewise for him. HAHA. I always tell him new things and he just labelled me his personal wikipedia. -.- I dont know everything.

-Friday Night Out 28/08/09-

Me: Ehhh! Katak(frog)!!! *points to the back and at a frog hopping on the ground*

Him: Yer yer katak.

-Moments later-

Me: *walking side by side and looks around* Ehh.. where the katak eh? Hmm.. I wonder what sound it makes. (at this point i know they CROAK, but for the sake of making him laugh...) *grins* Ribbit-ribbit.

Him: *shocked beyond words and looks at me* aper sak tu? ribbet-ribbet??

Me: HAHAHAHAHA! Bunyi katak per! Ribbit-ribbit! Hehehehe.

Him: OK, dah dah sudah. Nanti i amek tu katak i sumbat dlm mulot u baru tau.

Me: *grins wider* Ribbit-ribbit! HAHAHAH!

Him: LOL *kiss head*

-Returning home that night-

Me: *sees a cockroach not too far from boyfie's shoe and pulls him to the side* Eh, u!

Him: Asal?? *looks around*

Me: *turns and mutters* Ade lipas pat situ.. *points* Tengah makan carrot. o_o

Him: -.- errr...

Me: Serious!!

Him: LOL kk. *kiss head*

HAHAHA. That's just how kecoh we are when we're together. We're bound to make each other laugh and be silly. I like that about himself, and vice versa. I'm not afraid or uncomfortable when i get silly coz i know he will just laugh at me, and then kiss my head. :] Heheh.

-Same night-

Me: What kindda girls do you prefer? Without me in your head, OK?

Him: o_O What you mean? I can't think of my preferences coz you're IN my head.

Me: ... *melted*

LOL. I know it's cheesy but i just wanna say it here, for the sake of reminiscing. LOL.

Anyways, me and Tassh just found out that we might actually extend our stay here in TP to finish up our project. Even our supervisor said the same thing about us and most of the groups here in the lab. Sad but true. :( I hope i'll be here for only 2 weeks, spend it during puase and not Hari Raya. I wanna enjoy my Hari Raya without trying to go around it coz of school or whatnot.

So to everyone, take care and God Bless!

XOXO!

A little something..

TGIF!




Tassh, Lina :)




Introducing.. HE! :D


At DTE.


And Ianoski. LOL
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Very few, i know. But most are in izyana's phone so i havta wait for her to tag me on fb or send them to me thru MSN. :) Then i'll prolly write a longer post once i have them :D

OK peeps. Take care and God Bless!

XOXO!

speech

*claps hands together*

Well, now it's time for some long dreary words to surface since i feel like saying things rather than collecting a bunch of pictures to post and tell the whole world where i took it from, add in some of my thoughts, and then go "Take care and God Bless" and end it with "XOXO!"

Nah, not today.

I dont feel like that all of a sudden. Coz today is pretty different compared to every other day. Dunno what the difference is but i'll just blabber on and on over here. Maybe i might end up saying something very philosophical that gets you thinking back ;)

I wish i didn't go to school, coz one thing: i hear loads of cusses and swearing from most of the chinese boys and that isnt anywhere near comfortable. Coz i accidentally recall what they say and it's as good as saying it out loud. Since i fast, my fast is considered "cancelled". Or something like that. i hate it when that happens. So i'd rather stay at home where my environment is clean as oxygen and i can do whatever i want at home: like write some stories, play CLEAN games (LOL), or do some fb-ing and tweeting. I guess i am that anal when it comes to rules of faith. :s

My supervisor became a pain in my arse hours ago, in the morning no less, and it ruined my mood for awhile. But Tassh, sweet lovely Tassh, dragged me out of class so we could get the book that he suggested to me to get since "my foundation is too weak and bad". -.- wow, he could've just said i was dumb and stupid without indirectly telling me "professionally" from a tutor to a student. really, some people just need to get straight to the point instead of hinting and making us figure you out. -_-

Oh wells.

Pressure. Stress. Overwhelming sense of responsibility. Emotions that gets you going and going, and even when you thought all these are over and done with, you still feel at a loss; helplessness, blindsighted. I hate it when times like that happen to me, especially me. And if the situation is too deep for me to handle, i'd panic and i'd go totally nuts. Beyond nuts, believe me.

Next time i post, there'll be pics :D

rainy; shiny

"Re-blogged" from Gabby(I just love her pictures!!!)

Hear him let out the tiniest rawr. :3

I heart creamy biscuits with filling in the middle. YUUMM!!

So close yet so far


A smile a day keeps you smiling away


Dont be afraid to dream big


Even soft plushies would wanna learn, too


Why i love kissing you :)


Found the little kitten yet? ;)


Backyard smooches


GAH!


I hear you squealing, Tassh~ ;)


True that


Poor soldier. LOL


Darth Vader defending himself against a pair of parakeets holding a syringe. -.- LOL



I dunno what she was thinking but that's just insane. :O
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Tassh's E63's blasting out her playlist. The clock on my workstation's ticking by the minutes. Everyone else typing stuffs on their keyboards. Everyone bored out of their minds..
ANYWAYS, yesterday night was amazing. :) Planned the day before that me and boyfie will meet up after we break our fast and head over to ECP for a good dose of seaview and catching up. It was sweet, to me. He was sooo sweet too. :) I loved loved yesterday! Argh, if only we had more time to spend with each other, so i didn't have to worry about what time i needa go home.. :( and i got soooo darn worried that boyfie coughed so hard and kept saying he felt little prickles on his heart. that dont sound good at all. but he said if he told me that he wasn't feeling too good we wouldnt be able to meet up. i felt horrible. :( but he said it's all good. hope he's doing good now, too. and getting enough sleep :)
I'm hoping i'd be able to meet up tomorrow so we could break out fast together :D yay!!!
To everyone, take care and God Bless. It's a cooling weather today! Enjoy ;)
XOXO!

Glam me up

A picture-packed TuesdayLocation(s): TP, Starbucks

She just got extensions. Prettyyyy :)




Looks like she going emo, but no. She was freezing. Everyone was. LOL




















He bought a cake for her for not coming to dinner with us last Tuesday. LOL


Black Forest Cake. :)


20th October












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I'm not in good spirits today, not too sure why though. And it's not a good sign either. I was supposed to be looking forward to tonight, since i'm meeting the boyfriend for some catching up. I feel sad and scared somehow and that aint right at all. I have no idea where i wanna drag him to, but prolly somewhere near so we can lepak without anyone bothering us. Prolly somewhere cosy too since this week's been windy. Love the winds. LOL

And it took me darn long to post the pics coz of photobucket being very very difficult to me lately. I adjusted the pictures' sizes to medium, which is 320x240, suitable for the size of my site and the loading time, but once i copied the html code and pasted them onto my blogger post editor, it "magically" got maximised into its original size and it pissed the hell outta me. and it didn't happen on just one occasion, many times in fact and it just frustrates me that i cannot continue posting at times. So i succumb to getting them hosted by ImageShack [Click!]. Oh wells..

And i'm getting sleepier every single darn day. I think it's coz i slept too late, woke up early for Sahur, slept after that (which is only 2 hrs) and woke up too early to go to school. Frankly, i am trying to sleep early so that i have at least enough sleep, and when i come to school i wont be sleepy and nodding my head off every 15 mins. It's irritating, and so un-glam :s Oh wells..

To all my Muslim friends, happy fasting! Take this month to forgive, though it is difficult sometimes and on certain occasions, and try not to get pissed since it's clearly not good. :)

Take care and God Bless.

XOXO!

white teeth flashin'

-MP/SIP-

Me: *was stoning but actually thinking of what to do with my codes* ......

Tassh: *points finger to my screen* Inserttttt intooooo DeeeeeeBeeeeee

Me: *stares* err...

Tassh: Hmm... what should i do with this... Inserrrrtttttt inttooooooo DeeeeeBeeeeeeee!

Me: *laughing too hard* XD

Tassh: eh wanna borrow mirror..

Me: OK, *digs into bag* ... :D *turns to Tassh and flashes white teeth*

Tassh: *blinks* Oh no i'm blinded! -.- gimme mirror larh!

Me: *laughing too hard again* XD

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