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You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Feel Nurturing Toward Your Family

You get along with everyone in your family, and you tend to play the peacemaker. You can see issues from all sides. You feel like some members of your family are too unhappy. These family members tend to create unhappiness for everyone else. When times get difficult, you are able to be the adult in your family. You are able to keep your family together. You are honest and very outspoken with your family. You sometimes hurt feelings by saying things they don't want to hear.

How Do You Really Feel About Your Family?

You Are 36% Open

You are open at times, but generally you don't let many people into your inner world. It's possible that you have a friend or two that knows you well. But to most people, you are a total mystery.

How Open Are You?

Your Attitude is Better than 45% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... sometimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but for you, it's all about quality and not quantity. You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off. And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave. When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable.

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

Your Sensitivity Score: 75%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Your Life is Better Than 46% of All People

Your life is pretty average, with lots of normal ups and downs. You're on the way to having a better life, as long as you focus on what's really important. Remember to take the time to do the things that you like best, and let the little things slide. No one on their deathbed ever wished that they spent more time worrying or complaining!

How Does Your Life Compare?

You Have Very Healthy Relationships

You are an amazing friend, partner, and family member. You always take other people's feelings into account, and you're never selfish. Your relationships are based on mutual respect. You respect the people you love, and you only love people who respect you in return.

Do You Have Healthy Relationships?

You Are Totally Like Your Mom

You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. And while you get along well now, you probably fought when you were a teenager. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you.

Are You Like Your Mom?

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be. Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship. Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage. Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him. Now, on to a better guy :-) It's time for you to start dating! Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites. Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

most are reasonable, while the "You are ready to date again" might be a little too much. lol. love taking quizzes. so fun. :)

take care and God bless!

XOXO

poetic juices

why seek for a helping hand,
when no one comes your way?
why wish for a listening ear,
when no one cares to hear?

why walk for distances to him,
when he couldn't care less about you?
why pray for a miracle to come,
when there's nothing else you could do?

why do we even fall in love,
when we know our hearts will be broken?
why do we even kiss the man,
when we knew to a girl he ran?

Day: Wednesday
Time: 2214
Weather: Cool, Humid
Music: Samsons - Luluh (so lovin' this song)
Craving of the moment: A day of sleep
Pictures: None

so yeah, started the post off with a poem. dunno what came to me but just thought that it's about time my poetic juices started flowing. and i think i have a thing with writing poems that asks questions instead of telling a story like most poems would. but i love it nonetheless. it has "me" in that little prose and i'm proud of it. :)

anyways, i've been working my butt off ever since last Saturday, to cover most of the peeps who took off-days to have reunion dinners with their families or whatever. for 4 straight days i worked and only 1 out of the 4 did i enjoy coming to work. i didn't enjoy it because one: work has become difficult to handle, what with politics, frictions among the sups and the boss... sigh. and two: because customers just don't know how to stay at home and watch tv, rest, or welcome guests who went visiting during Chinese New Year. i mean, seriously, i went for Hari Raya and my family and i never set foot into a shopping mall until we're done visiting. lmao.

but because of work, my sleeping times have gone haywire and i kept dozing off at appropriate times during school. lolz. but i got so restless during my first lesson; i kept shaking, twisting my neck since it aches, shook my legs coz i was cold and kept praying for the time to move faster than a tortoise. time went by so slowly today! grrr!

oh well, at least i treated myself with a new ring to my collection. Chalcedony ring :D but i dont understand how my grandmom and my mom would think it looked pretty on my finger. lolz. all i see is a foggy-looking stone in the middle of my ring. hehe. maybe coz the taste for stones hasn't hit me yet like it had with my granddad, grandmom and mom.

oh and yesterday, after work i had dinner with an ex-junior from my old secondary school. it was late but it was nice :) first time at Seoul Garden. not bad, really. thanks, Ahmad ;)

wooo, i talked too much here. hahah. take care and God bless :)

XOXO

Quiz time~

You Are 70% Kissable

You are quite kissable, and you probably get kissed often. You're not as kissable as you could be though. There's a little room for improvement. Be prepared for a kiss at all times, even if it means carrying a toothbrush or mints with you. And when the time comes to kiss, stay open and calm. Being nervous only makes you less kissable.

How Kissable Are You?

Your Sensuality Score is: 75%

You taste, smell, feel, see, and hear more strongly than most people. Even the smallest sensual act can be quite divine for you. You are a hedonist. You like to experience it all... whether it's food, art, music, or sex. If you're not careful, you're apt to overindulge or get addicted to a certain pleasure.

How Sensual Are You?

You Are a Tiny Tease

You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil!

Do Men Think You're You A Tease?

You Are 20% Control Freak

There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes. While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Can Make 73% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

You Live in the Present

You take things one day at a time. And it turns out, that's a pretty great way to live. You aren't consumed by the past, and you're aren't obsessed with the future. You live in the now, and you enjoy each moment. While most people don't live in the present enough, make sure you don't live in it too much. It would be a mistake to forget your past or neglect to plan for the future.

Do You Live in the Past, Present, or Future?

You Are Occasionally a Jerk Magnet

You've been known to attract real jerky guys from time to time... But the truth is, you know what you're getting into. You can't help but love bad boys.

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

Your Worry Factor is 48%

While you're not a worrywart, you worry more than you should. Maybe you don't have enough to keep your mind occupied at times... Or perhaps you've trapped yourself into some bad thinking patterns. Try to worry less and enjoy life more. There's no point thinking about things you can't change!

Do You Worry Too Much?

nice stuffs. hahaha. sad but true.

oh wells.

take care and God bless :)

XOXO

collecting the years

Day: Wednesday
Time: 2107
Weather: Cool
Music: Akon - Beautiful
Craving of the Moment: T-Shirts and Skirts :D
Pictures: Pretty~

First of all, Happy Belated Birthday to my one and only, gorgeous lil blossom: Natassha!!!!! :D She's finally turned the big two-one, and she's still awesome! a lil older than me but who cares! you rock sexxay! lolol.

Love you, gorgeous babe. always do. always will :)

well, that's what happened on the 19th of January. apologies for not updating on that any earlier, but screw it. haha. however, on that same night, yours-truly, Dily and Adli whom we've known for nearly 7 years, went out to dine at Starbucks! gawd, you have no idea how much i've wanted to crash over there and have my usual cup of ice-blended Choc Chip. :D

thanks for the treat, Adli! I heart you~ hehe

oh oh! and i finally got acquainted with Amat, a dear friend to Dily. :) cool dude. quiet tho. kindda kiut. hehe.

Introducing: Adli <3



Moi, Adli, Dily - going on 7 years :)



All dolled-up

CNY's coming! to all my Chinese peeps, enjoy your new year and wish for good things to come!

take care and God bless :)

XOXO

that coarse wind thru my ear

Day: Sunday/Monday
Time: 2340
Weather: Cool, Windy
Craving of the Moment: CHOCOLATES!
Pictures: Aplenty :D

{ sleep. work. eat. stress. fun. laughs. home. }

the typical life of a boring twenty-something.

time for the pics to colour your visit on my typical blog. xD



Introducing: DiLy feat my mom's famous Fried Chilli Macaroni :)



Me! Thought i shoulda smiled but i didn't. lolz



Total sweetness. Haha



Hopeless Candidate for ANTM Cycle 100 :D



Hopeless Candidate for ANTM 100

take care y'all! to all my TP peeps nearing yr 3, gd luck on MP selection! hopefully the servers stay alive long enough for our batch to unwillingly select one of the uninteresting topics we got served with. =/

lololol. gnight!

xoxo

denial and Baby Tigger

Day: Tuesday
Time: 2020
Weather: Partly Cloudy, Windy
Music: T.a.T.u * All The Things She Said (Yeah, i know. an oldie)
Craving of the moment: Love Letters, the real one ;)
Pictures: Of your obnoxious blogger

i just figured something out. i had been keeping my thoughts and my pain inside, and had finally felt it erupt inside me, becoming big fat pathetic tears falling from my eyes. i don't have the slightest clue what had happened then, but yes, after 3 mths, i shed tears.

BUT!

it wasn't because of my messy break-up. NOPE. it has NOTHING to do with my ex or how i dealt with the situation. yet it has everything to do with me being alone and feeling in dire need of someone to hold me. just hold me and tell me i will find someone special one day. hold me and tell me that i can still enjoy my life until i find that someone - be it in 5 years time, or 10 years time (pray it won't be that long, omg) sure my mother tells me that i will find someone better, that she's glad i'm no longer hurting myself, constantly. but she also adds that i shouldn't find someone too fast in fear of any premature falling-out.

can't help but agree with her. lolz.

but well, there you go i guess. you can say that i've finally become vulnerable, insecure and somewhat in denial. but in denial because i thought i would walk out of the house feeling fine and dandy. yet in truth, i'm in denial because i thought i would never feel lonely... well, until at least before or after my birthday i hope *coughMAYcough* :D

but i'm not hoping too much. if it's not my time then it's not my time. but i do wish i'd find someone who'd treat me right. as impossible as it may sound, and i'm sure if i looked harder, looked beneath some algae-filled rock, or in some unknown cave, or on no-man's island, there'll be someone nice enough and right enough for me. :)

and to you my dearest Tassha, you know you'll always have my love and my unconditional support. i dont say much because i'm afraid of saying something that i regret saying, or you regret listening to. i want to help you and support you, but decisions are entirely yours to make. i've already told you some things that you can start doing, but it's your choice whether to take my precautions or not. i do not mind if you do not listen because girl, i've been through what you've been through. i've done the very same thing that you have done, and i've felt all the emotions that you have felt, too. believe me, i've had my share of horrifying downfalls.

you still have me to hug ;) you know that don't you? love you, babe. xoxo

*cough* OK OK! enough with the sappy speech and let's get back to some picture-admiring! :D

"Once upon a time, a cam-whore stumbles into a room...



She blew poisonous kisses to her admirers, hoping to find one who'd do her stupid laundry...



She even stuck out her tongue to entice any man who would feed her fat cat...



She feigns her innocence and tells everyone she's a mere traveler...



But she stops, finally finding the man she wanted...



Egads! It's Baby Tigger! Huzzah!"

HAHAHAHAHA! Thought i'd turn it up a notch and make it like i told a story. well, as much as i thought it'd be lame, i think it was worth a try, and was funny, too! :D

Take care y'all! God bless :)

XOXO!

my three wishes

first wish:
to fall in love

second wish:
to stay in love

third wish:
to never lose my one true love

-smack me for all i care

Day: Monday

Time: 1320

Weather: Sunny, slightly Windy

Music: Classroom chatter :D

Craving of the moment: Emailing ;)

Pictures: Screw you, there's none. i'm lazy

so, read a certain blog -> http://drinakhan.wordpress.com/ and guess what, she's one unoriginal wannabe that can't find her own identity. however, i'm not one to diss people off eventho i have no relations to her whatsoever. but after hearing one too many stories of her 1001 conquests - and i mean, 1001 - from my dearest "source" ;) i am inspired to say stuffs about her that i initially couldn't. although, i did say something ONCE, something i truly enjoyed saying and had no qualms about it. bahahaha!

anyways, she's done so many things, both unimaginable and imaginable. things that can make you gasp in shock, have your jaw dropping to the floor, and make your eyes pop open, bigger than an owl's. seriously. and about the part where she can't find her own friggin' identity. well, my dearest "source" is whom she's copying diligently from. she never stop and question herself: why she'd stoop to such a low act, or harm her body, tarnish her image, destroy her dignity, turn her back on her mother... ya-da ya-da.

i am writing this because i've kept my mouth shut for too long. i am disgusted by her. the disgust i have is beyond words. i dont even have the time to understand her "intentions", if she ever had any. or any kind of conscience coz CLEARLY she doesn't have a hint of it anywhere in her system. and believe this, i am holding back MOST of my words coz at least I try not to destroy my image, or my dignity. i am not trying to be someone other than myself.

and i am still WAITING till marriage, you sleasy fool.

End of rant.

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toodles! :)