Projects suck

Hey y'all! I'm back!!! But... I wasn't even away for long, was i? Haha. Oh well. Real reason why i'm bloggin' is because i am done with my part of a project and just shaking legs and hoping for the clock to strike 5 or 6pm. LOL. I'm not being a "free-rider", mind you. Just giving my fingers and brain a good rest. =p

Well, many may have noticed, but some haven't. My week almost, literally, became hell. I'm not calling my life a huge bitch. No, i'd never say something like that at all coz' it's not right and to me: the more times you say that your life's a bitch, the more your life will REALLY become a bitch. So there. Anyways, it's settled now, thank God. It was hard to deal with and harder to settle and forget the in-betweens but it turned out all right in the end. Oh, and i'm probably quitting few weeks earlier than planned.

One thing because of my projects that are pilling up and aren't falling off my shoulders anytime soon. Another thing is because i've somewhat - but still couldn't figure out why - i've lost my interest in working. The bad side to this? My colleagues warmed up to me and i'm beginning to love them like family. Haish... Gonna miss them once i leave. Really am. Dammit. Oh, and also i totally couldn't make it to the next IT fair coming at the end of August. They were planning to get me involved again and i said i could because i never thought my exams would be on the same days as the IT fair. I liked IT fair and now i couldn't make it, why must i stay right? It's kindda selfish to think that way, but rather i keep calling them up saying i couldn't come to work, i'd give them my resignation letter and get me out of their misery. Haish... But i did discuss with my boss that i'd like to come back sans applying. If only it's that easy...

Hmm... what else would i have to update y'all about. Besides realising - FINALLY - that i might possibly fail this semester MISERABLY, i think i'm no longer suited for taking this course and pursuing this as a side-career. Now i'm considering taking a degree in Journalism - if i get a place to get in to, hopefully not somewhere too far and uncomfortable. Haish... Boyfie just got into LaSalle that'll take 3 years from him, i can't just leave him in Singapore! We'll be so far apart! ='(

I can't imagine how it'll turn out if i do get into a school outside Singapore. But i gotta work to pay for myself, of course. Haish. So much things to think about and i'm only 20. Damn damn damn.

AHH! Enough with the depressing stories. Let's get to the piccys. =)

Here's an extra from SCREAM, and two escaped piglets

Your kiss won't make him a prince, Tassha. XD

I love this pic! <3>

See all that wires? Yep, that's school. Wired and ugly.

Well, we made the best of it by snapping piccys though. =)

Anyone up for Colgate models?

No makeup artist - or gel - was used to make this shot work.

Well, well, well. How about that. It does lighten up the gloomy mood, don't it? =) I'm glad. Well, as usual, still have a problem with my tagboard so just leave a comment below this post and say what you wanna! I'll get back to you, promptly. >=p

Love!

Tagboard ain't working

Apparently, my tagboard page ain't working but i'm not planning to change the layout anymore. I'm done with html editting. Very tired and painstakingly painful to see errors you cannot solve. Sickening ain't it? Oh well. So, besides tag-boarding, please comment through my posts. At least that link is working. =)

Take care

J-L, you're a piece of worthless shit

something quite predicted happened today. in the wee mornings. in class. during presentation of our topics. not only were we stressed out with school, but a certain SHOW-OFF chose this moment to blast out his "smartness" to everyone-who's-clearly-not-bothered, starts pointing at my poor classmates to make himself look "bigger"- which must i tell you makes no difference AT ALL - and ask questions he ALREADY have the answers to. i was sitting beside Tassha, minding my own business, trying to listen to my friends when all of a sudden a certain interference disrupted my concentration and made me fume like a steam train. i was friggin' mad as hell! i couldn't keep my anger down thanks to his ramblings and showoffy moves. pointing here and there, raising his friggin' voice, wanting to have his 2 marks. damn dood, are you seriously trying to tell the whole world that you're just as pathetic and pitiful like a person with no life? oh, wait a minute, YOU DON'T HAVE A FRIGGIN' LIFE!

they were presenting on Wi-Fi and because his group's topic was Wi-Max, he starts blasting out his debates on them so he could make his topic appeal to the teacher. Please... don't you have other pathetic things to do like update your "tech-blog"??? ARSE! now i see why no one likes you. you act smart, you don't talk in plain, PLAIN english, you point RUDELY to make your points ever-so threatening, and raise your voice to emphasize the stupidity even further. you stupid piece of pathetic shit, don't you have a sense of dignity? your teammates weren't on your side! they were embarrassed twice-fold! what, you blind now??? ARSE, ARSE, ARSE! URGH!!!!

damn, i'm pissed just by remembering it.

i'm out.

hurt me deeper

i don't know why i try so hard...
i don't even know why i care...
i dont know why your cruelty can't get into my head to make me give up...
i don't know i still love you so much...
i don't know why i think of you every hour, every minute, every second...
i don't know why i still hope for you to come back...
i dont know why...
why...
why...
why...


i really don't know why...

i just don't...