Meow~ :3

Picture Pick-Up: Mad About Kittens!

Courtesy of Google.com

Awww.. Blue Eyes :)


Lick dem paw! :D


Cute little eyes. Hehe


Meow!


Damn you're too tiny :3


Dont mess with the green hoodie!


Got Milk?


Kitty Litter: Beware!



Want a cuppa of purrs and meows? :3
Sighhhhh... HAHAHAHA
Take care and God Bless!
XOXO!

Here comes sappy

Dear World,

As i look at the pictures of my past, at the faces i've grown to adore and love, i've realised that i, too, have changed beyond recognition. I no longer recognise who the girl behind the purple-framed specs was. I could no longer reconnect myself with that girl from years ago. There was too much pain attached to that girl and i can see how much it affected her image, her soul, and her heart. I can tell how disheartened that girl looked, even as she aged into maturity, along with heavier responsibilities dropped on her shoulders and a blurry future ahead of her. I dared not blame the source(s) of her miseries, because that would be going against God's powerful will upon each and every one of His minions living on Earth. I dared not hate those who affected her life, or touched it with utmost affection and compassionate love for her.

I dared not hate whoever crossed my path, stayed on it, or had left it.

Whoever i've met and got to know had left footsteps in my life; footsteps that will be hard to disappear even through the strongest of winds or the harshest of rains. Even if their role in my life had been miniscule, or magnanimously life-changing, i shall never forget their faces, their voices, and how much that used to mean to me. But to those who still stayed with me, think about me if not everytime at least once in their life, i cherish them most. Especially my best friends.

No wonder there's a saying that pictures speak a thousand words... They actually do, to me, as i looked back at those days where i had been happy, was happy, and stayed happy. It was a nostalgic experience for me as i smiled upon my sillyness, the humour, and the laughter i felt coming across from picture to my soul. It touched me where no human being had ever tried, and it softened my heart every time i gave my picture albums a quick glance. Frienships, to me, are the most beautiful things anyone can ever have in their lives and if it weren't for friendships.. none of us would ever have relationships. We wouldn't even know what relationships mean if it weren't for friendships. Stepping stone, if i could say so myself.

And it'll be a waste if anyone of us, including myself, were to take our friendships for granted, thinking that if we dont do a thing the friendship will forever stay strong. That's very wrong, to me.. but rifts are meant to happen in one's friendship/relationship. If not for the adoration or love you feel for your circle of friends, no one will continue to stick by you and comfort you, or watch over you, or hug you, or kiss you. We can't afford to pretend things never happened, nor drag things on if they did. We gotta brush the dust off our knees and stand up for what we cherish, what we love. I love my friends so much it kills me if we ever, ever part. I love them so much they are like my sisters to me and i adore them to death. Without them by my side i dont think i could ever see the light ever again. They're so beautiful to me, i couldn't help but stare in wonder and smile at how bright their grins looked to me.

I would die without my best friends.

Easily put, cherish your friends like they are family. Adore them like they are your little ones. And love them like they are your guardian angels, coz hey, you gotta admit.. sometimes they do look like they are sent from heaven. :)

I love you!

Take care and God Bless

XOXO!

do be do be doo

-MP/SIP-

Tassh: A-weema-weh A-weema-weh A-weema-weh A-weema-weh. In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight..!!

Me: *laughs* and you still insist i'm the crazier one

Tassh: You'll only hear this from me, in this lab, at this hour.

Me: ohhh yeah..

Tassh: *gets a Hongkee accent* In de jungerr ar.. the mighty junger.. the lion sleeps tonite ar *snorts and laughs too hard to continue*

Me: *rolls over floor laughing* XD!! Cannot tahan already!! *clicks on Blogger.com*

-End-

Love is in the air~

Picture Pick-Up: Mad About All Things Sweet & Cute

Courtesy of WeHeartIt.com

[Fin]

I just blogged about these pictures coz i thought they were pretty and sweet and cute and it touched my heart a little bit. And also coz i texted boyfie and i had a ball of a time laughing at his messages. However, it turned out to be a discussion where he declared to me, twice, that he will not return to his old habit - which i shall not disclose right here. Of course, i am glad that he said those things to me and it's not like i dont trust him at all. I was worried that he might miss the feeling of it, but it'll be harder on me to think that i am not worthy enough to make him keep it up. He teased me about it before, and maybe coz he thought i was joking as well but it came to a point where i got serious and told him the truth about my feelings. That i am not going to let him get back to his old ways again.

It'll actually kill me, really.

Oookayy.. Take care and God Bless! :) LOL

XOXO!

Never say Nevah!

The Fray - Never Say Never

Song from Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

Personal Rating: 15/10 :D

There's some things we don't talk about

rather do without

and just hold the smile

falling in and out of love

ashamed and proud of

together all the while

You can never say never

why we dont know when

time and time again

younger now than we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

[x2]

Picture you're the queen of everything

as far as the eye can see

under your command

I will be your guardian

when all is crumbling

steady your hand

You can never say never

why we dont know when

time, time and time again

younger now then we were before

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

[x2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

[x4]

[Thanks to Jewel (lost_n_delirious@hotmail.com) for these lyrics]

[ www.azlyrics.com ]

singing in the golden rain

My First Gig err.. Participation

Yea so like i said before, i would be shit-busy out and about and working on Sunday so i hardly had any spare time to update anything on what happened with my weekend. But it was spent well and with a dash of fun, a hint of laughter, and a whole truckload full of local music and flavour. The performances i watched outside Cineleisure was amazing! Of course, besides the screaming dudes (they were apparently a Metal - or totally Rock - band) so many people were turned off by the screaming and the loud amplifiers by their ears as they walk past the black stage and stairs. It hardly had anything else, just some amps, white gates, their instruments and microphones. And the production crew weren't any good. Microphones were hardly workable coz half the time the singers were speaking you can't hear a single word they were saying let alone hear them sing their own songs. It sucked that way but the songs i heard were wonderful. Some were so good i had to tap my feet and bob my head.

And when boyfie's band came up, i finally heard the applause they deserved. Sigh. He played the guitar like an amazing pro and he's been at it for almost 7 years! Sighhh.. I felt so utterly lucky to have a taste of his band's music. And as i watched his fingers strum so fast over the guitar, i was star-strucked and beyond words. It was surreal! He played sooooooo well. He opened for most of the songs they played. And he was soooo in to playing the music that he started jumping around like a true guitarist. HAHAHAHA. I thought it was the most beautiful sound i've ever heard in my entire life, and yes i think i've moved on from my first love (normal guitar) to my new love, the electric guitar. Oh, how smitten i am with his guitar...

Then after meeting Izyana - from TP - we watched a few bands play and left, in a hurry, to watch what's left of the fireworks display during the NDP Preview. Esplanade was packed to the brim we couldn't even get past the flyover and just sat at the end, hoping to at least see some of the fireworks. And it was beautiful. It was bright, big, loud, and prettyyyy... Like the black sky that night was producing golden rain upon Marina Bay. It was a very wonderful sight to see for a lovely night like last Saturday. I had fun. Hehe. Then coz everyone got too hungry we hurried off to Marina Square and ate at the foodcourt there. And coz of the NDP crowd, it was packed and hardly had any empty seats that stayed empty for more than 3 mins. Luckily we had seats outside the foodcourt. I'm just glad that it wasnt humid and hot out.

Then we sat by Esplanade and took pictures with boyfie's camera, left at 1045pm and head off for home. And then, of course, Sunday was spent at work. Woke up early without feeling too sleepy and drained, came to work peachy and smiling, hugging and air-kissing people i see and making sure i wouldn't ruin my rep at work. At least not many people confronted me on what happened last 2 Saturdays, which was good for me since it won't be affecting anything. I actually had a pleasant time at work and i was walking around smiling like the world is filled with super-soft candy. HAHAHA. Then i met boyfie after work and he escorted me all the way home. Sigh..

Finally, a lovely weekend. :)

Oh and here are some of the pictures i took during the performance. I didn't take other bands' performance so it's very very little. And should i say very amateurish.

Enjoy though! :D

The groupies. HAHAHA. Nah, we were there to support the boys.PS: I swear i can't rmbr the names :S but the one on the extreme right is Iqa ;)


The guys :DFrom Left: Ariff (guitar/vocalist), Sai Jo (drummer), Faris "boyfie" (guitarist/vocalist):D ahhh my heart's filled with pride. LOL


They were amazing on stage. :)




It might seem empty but behind me was a huge crowd. Coz everyone else was afraid that if they stood in the middle they might get kicked or trampled on by other people, unbothered by the performances, that are trying to get into Cineleisure. HAHAH


Another angle. The small dude on the extreme left by the white pillar is part of the production crew. Not a nice-looking dude. Looked pissed the whole time. -.-'''


Me and Iqa :)


Iqa wearing one of the boys' friend's hat. I liked the hat.
[Fin]
Sorry for the lengthy, wordy post but i dont have much pictures to post. Unless i steal them from boyfie's memory card, which would be good. LOL. Anyways, August is here and fasting month is coming on the 22nd! To all my Muslim friends, be prepared :)
Take care and God Bless
XOXO!

lemme hold your hand, love

Picture Pick-Up: Mad About Holdin' Dem Hand Of Yours

Courtesy of Photobucket.com

Strength of many


Binds everyone together


Keeps us warm


Keeps us happy and sane


With friends, or with loved ones


The contact of skin to skin gives a fluttery feeling


Rebellious or not


Even in infancy we wish to touch the ones we love


To provide the sense of comfort and protection


So we could shadow each other's footsteps


And watch the sunset together


Forever.


Thank you, everyone, to whomever who had touched my life and my hand :)
[Fin]
Simple post. No direction intended. OK, it's coz Tassh was posting beside me, too, so i thought i'd post as well. And when i visited PB i saw a picture of holding hands and i thought it was sweet. Reminds me of the times i held hands with boyfie. :) Ahh, sweet memories. Hehe.
TGIF, people! Thank God for that. LOL
Oh, i won't be around on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday afternoon shall be spent watching boyfie's performance just outside Cathay Cineleisure. He invited me over since it's a free gig and it's also coz i'm not working tomorrow. :D
Sunday, however, i will be working. 10am-10pm. Gawd, i'll be so beat on Monday it's not even entirely funny. Not even a little bit. I'm hoping it'll be a good Sunday, so i won't go crazy again like i did last Saturday... Woops, wasn't planning to say a thing about that. LOLz.. Too late.
Anyways, take care and God bless y'all! To Nigel and my dear sweet Ming Sheng, thanks for helping us touch-up our codes. Bless your kind patient soul. :)
Enjoy your weekends!
XOXO!

thus He bestowed me a test

Apparently God is trying to test me.

I've been going through some unlikely situations, so surprising and shocking that it got me shaken and crying. Maybe He wants me to get tougher when similar times like these comes again. But i think it got me feeling just as worst as any other normal day. it makes no difference really, but it does make me see things in another perspective. Mom was being supportive, and when she saw me crying she tried her best to make me learn something instead of despise the luck i've been getting, or the people involved. Mom being Mom. :)

Anyway, i'm not being mad at whatever it is that made me so unlucky like this but i'm holding up good. I've been talking it out with people closest to me, well mostly to Mom, of course. To boyfie as well, and eventho it wasnt a typical boyfriend-cheering-up method he used, he talked and joked with me in hopes i would forget what had happened these past few days. he was very sweet, and we even arranged to meet yesterday night. we hung out under one of the old neighbourhood blocks and just chattered away about stuffs. heh.

Warning: You can read whatever's below this, but it's specifically to 2 special people in my life, and you're not them ignore what's going on there, all right?

To Friend #1: whatever it is you are going through please talk it out with me. that night was a total shocker to me and i dont get why i felt hurt, somehow. it was the first time, i guess, that you've ever done that to me. i was so ready to see you but you chucked me away and expect me to understand what you're going through. i can't read what was between the lines because you never gave me a clear-cut reason why you did what you did. it saddened me so badly that i couldn't comprehend anything else.

i tried to reason, but an explanation right from your pretty lips will definitely fix everything else that's going on in my head. I'm telling you to talk to me, to not avoid me, and not to hate me. if i've angered you, tell me too, please. I wish to know what's going on in your head, if not in your life. Whatever it is, tell me. I'm ready to hear it.

I miss you, my dearest friend. you may think it was nothing that you did, it didn't hurt anyone, but apparently it hurt me. and i'm not gonna assume or accuse you until you tell me what's wrong. come to me and tell me.

To Friend #2: i've given you 1001 advices, tried to reason with you 1001 times, and told you lots of scenarios so you could open your eyes and see the bigger, bigger picture. i do not blame you for being blinded and constantly in denial of her actions and justifications, but please understand that you're no longer yourself and you're not in the best of shape. this is not the time in your life where you mull over the smallest of things like hormones and love. you are in school, you are studying for a diploma, and you cannot mess this opportunity up. you have so many other things to think about, but here you are reminiscing those beautiful moments you had with her, hoping and wishing that she would look over her shoulder and smile into your face like it was the brightest star in your darkest skies.

you gotta understand that her reasons and promises are just an excuse to keep on playing with your mind and heart. it doesn't show she's trying to protect your heart at all. it doesn't help you with anything at all. look at yourself now, and think about your soul that's cracking second by second. why be sad when she's happy all by herself, flitting around guys - victims of her next charade? you do not deserve this. you deserve so much better than the bullshit she's tossing at you. be tough, show everyone that you can stand straight even though she's doing this to you. show to the other guys that you're not weak, that you can withstand all the pain she's put you through. show everyone that you're so much stronger than you've ever been. i'm not telling you to pretend. i'm telling you to nose up, back straight, shoulders back and strong. stand tall and proud and ignore the bullcrap that's happening around you. you're a young man, and your strength will be the most appealing asset a dashing man like yourself can use to his advantage. trust me.

i care about you and i'm concerned about your life right now. i see you, into your eyes, and i can tell you feel like bawling blood into your hands. you can cry as much as you want, but the longer you cry the harder it is to move on, and the more pain will always burden your shoulders. pray, ask God for strength to move on, for guidance, for a way to help you ease your pain. I'm sure He will give you some way to smile one day, to find some light in your life, and to give you an amazing companion in your bright future. :)

[Fin]

OK, enough of reading my notes to my friends. but sadly enough i'm in no mood to post pictures today. i'm just glad i finally wrote a post that's filled with thoughts. i like reading people's thoughts coz even tho you dont know them that well, that personally, you may know them just a little bit through their thoughts written in blog posts. :)

All right, i be done here!

Take care and God Bless!

XOXO!

Upsetting

Picture Pick-Up: I'm Just Plain Mad About 'Em

Courtesy of WeHeartIt.com

Oh, how saddened i am they are no longer together.. :(




Sexy ;)


Total cuteness!


Moulin Rouge; the best romantic movie hands down!


Genius
-End-
-Cam-whoring in lab-


Tassh catching up with her usual mates on MSN


And then here i come bugging her to no end :D








See that oddly-looking thing she's holding? With that crooked end? That's what used to be the stick of a lollipop. o.o..


Seemingly shocked.
-End-
Current status in school: Utter crunch-time.
We've got less than 5 weeks til we're to hand the project up for judging and grading. And not to mention me having quite the emotional weekend which i did not see coming. Apparently, the day boyfie was unable to fetch me from work, is the very day God bestowed upon me a very disheartening event. Sigh.. It totally stripped motivation from me and i lost so much heart when i was working. I kept texting boyfie so he could cheer me up, which he did, but i prayed to God to make him see me or vice versa - coz i've never wanted to see him so much like how i did that Saturday night. He thought i was upset with him, but i'm not obliged to do such a thing.
So the whole matter replayed in my head the whole of Saturday night until Sunday afternoon. I totally, completely lost my mood, and drove like a zombie. I felt nothing - practically numb inside. Then boyfie texted me that evening and immediately asked if i'm all right. I told him the truth and said i was still upset. And throughout the night we texted until i ended up laughing to myself. Heh, he gots amazing powers like that :)
Anyways, the end of July is near, and the fasting month is coming soon! Shall put work on temporary hold - for like 1 mth and few weeks prolly, and then get back to work :D
Take care y'all and God Bless!
XOXO!