-wait up. the fish are talking

Day: Tuesday
Time: 1406
Weather: Very Sunny, Humid
Music: Rihanna - Rehab
Craving of the moment: WORK
Pictures: Absent :D

-Moments with classmates (KFC Luncheon)-

Question of the day: How do you speak to a fish?

Me: *looks at Tassha* blob-blob-blob *mouth opens and closes*

Tassha: do you have SAS(Short-attention-span)? ...yes yes. blob-blob-blob LOL

Me: *nods nods* blob-blob-blob

Nigel: o_O

what i do like~

Day: Monday
Time: 1654
Weather: Sunny, Windy
Music: Ludacris, Chris Brown, Sean Garrett - What them Girls like
Craving of the moment: MY PAY!!! :'(
Pictures: not enough to crash my blog lmao

so school has re-opened, and to be honest i'm still in my holiday mood - as if i'm the only one feeling that. lol. i've grown too attached to my workplace, and to my colleagues. they're, to me, my extended family. somewhat. lol. eventhough there have been some frictions once or twice, i love them all to death. just love coming to work :)

anyways, back to talking about school. so i was trying to prepare myself for the worst the minute i see Tassha. but i am glad she accepted my hugs, told me everything without a single hint of hesitation, was honest, and controlled herself very very well. there were times when i noticed her skin was flushed with sadness, and tears had welled up in her eyes - i was prepared to scream for Kleenex the minute one teardrop falls off her eye - but i was relieved she composed herself and kept telling me what happened in just one week.

it was awful, what happened to her. and i wanna numbchuck, hammer, kick, bash, smack, slap, punch, all the she-bang, into that JERK-ASSWIPE-BASTARD-FOOKER's face!! i mean it. he doesn't deserve any bit of her, neither does she. she doesn't deserve these men for mistreating her in any way.

haiz. but thats life. you can get the very best out of it, but you can also get the worst. just gotta be prepared for when both of em comes knocking on your door. life dont care if you're ready to face it or not, it'll just slap you with it, screams "HERE! TRY THIS ON FOR SIZE!", and hopes hard you learn something meaningful from it. whether you change for the better, or for the worst, that's up to you and your choices to conclude that chapter. that's what i believe. i dont blame anyone but myself for how i turned out to be. HUGE shame on those who blame others, God, and dare i say their parents, for how horrible people became horrible.

you have no one else to blame but yourself, so stop pointing fingers and wake up!

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pics at the workplace. :)

take care y'all! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

XOXO

-insert Whys here

Why;

why do i reach out for something i dont want to have;

why do i hope for something that i knew would never happen;

why do my eyes search for that warm presence, when its never always there;

why do i look over my shoulder, hoping its there, only to be disappointed;

why;

-End-

blehh... just some random thought i had in my head. nothing related. RANDOM. xD

XOXO

-please insert a big F here

WHAT THE HELL...?!

an explanation would be good. no, scratch that. i DONT NEED an explanation. i just need *beep* to disappear. disappear until i can accept that *beep* had been a part of my life. give me time to pull together and be strong to face *beep* without feeling my blood boil.

STAY AWAY!

*BIG BEEEPPPPPPPPPP*

- title invalid. please insert dumb title here

Me: What shall i write about today?

*blank*

Me: ...

OH WELLS. haha

pain and presents

Day: Thursday
Time: 0950 Hrs
Weather: Warm and Sunny
Music: (insert irritating teacher's blabber here)
Craving of the moment: *sigh* The scent of Mr Hugo Boss
Pictures: Sadly absent

that time of month has come and i've never been in so much pain like this before. trying to endure it like the "strong" girl that i am. just found out that i failed one of the tests that i took this month, came late when i so confidently thought the irritating, blabber-too-much of a teacher wouldn't come early, and realised that i've been overly-slacking. next week's already my Term Test and here i am blogging. lolol.

well, short post. can't think much since i'm trying to stay calm and ignore the pain in mah lil tummy.

oh, but i am utterly excited about the present i'm planning to give a certain someone across the pond/ocean(s). hopefully that certain someone gets is successfully and loves it as much as i would. wish me luck~

XOXO