the all common question

breathing does not help ;
it just makes everything worst and clear ;
i don't want this pain ;
but it keeps coming back ;
i don't want this heartbreak ;
but it keeps aching ;

should i sacrifice what we had ;
so that my happiness will return ;
or continue to love and be there as much as i can ;
i can only do so much ;
hoping, wishing, praying ;
but all efforts were in vain ;
why am i still trying ;
why am i still hoping ;
why am i still loving ;

why ;