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HEY Y'ALL!
NbB
an unavailable, four-eyed woman who's supposed to have her "key to freedom" by now but hadn't, is now currently slaving her final months off in TP, yet dreams to write her first novel someday
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Saturday, 14 November 2009
Weekly Report (LOL)
Been a tough week, i had to admit. But i guess that's just how life works. Again, i had to remember that maybe Allah was trying to test my patience. LOL. I dont blame Him larh. Maybe i deserved the agony for something i did before? Hmm.. Maybe. Anyways, whatever happened happened and as much agony and pain i went through, the minute i saw him all the trouble just.. simply put, it just disappeared. I didn't have the heart to discuss what had happened, but leading up to the goodbyes, i guess it wasn't worth bringing it up. We'll just have to forgive - but no, i shall never ever forget.
Anyways, aside the wee-troubles i got, Monday 9/11/09 was supposed to be spent going to Singapore Science Center to view the new Body Worlds. But when i was getting ready - i was seriously dolled up, like no joke yknow lol - Mom started laughing from inside her toilet. My window is very very near to her toilet window and thus whatever happened inside there could clearly be heard from my room. -.- uhm, disgusting much? LOL. Anyways, when i heard Mom laughing i went to her bedroom and asked what's going on. She said SSC closed on Monday and i literally went "-_- what????" and then i looked at myself, my Dad looked at me up and down and just shrugged his shoulders. lol. Mom went out of toilet and looked at me. She then asked, "How? Still gonna go out?" And i was like "Of course larh! Look at me!" I was wearing my fav maxi-dress and black blouse under it and damn right i look good. LMAO. So then i suggested going to the Zoo since it's been a damn long time that i've been there last. But i kept thinking that sis had been there loads of times. Then silence fell on everyone and eventually Dad told us to get ready. Me being the driver, i was apprehensive on where we're gonna go but Dad just said go to town and he'll lead me from there. And he lead me to the URA building where all the future plans for Singapore were laid out in small models for everyone to see! They were so detailed it's insane once you see it. I didn't take pics of it coz i was txting boyfie. LOL 
Oh and we went to Arab Street before that to have damn early lunch. LOL. Expensive, but all right. :) After URA, and when the clock strikes 130pm, we head off to Asian Civilisations Museum at Clarke Quay! :D Parked the car at The Parliament House and walked along the canal all the way to ACM. Itching for new "material" for blog, i snapped pics under the bright bright sun. LOL
We went to all the exhibits inside ACM and i was pleasantly amazed at the Philippines culture and explored their love for Christianity. It was a little weird for my family to visit a completely Christian exhibit but it was for knowledge and i didn't mind all that much that i'm surrounded by statues and words that i could not understand. There was even a small area where a pew (long wooden chair) was placed in front of a "shrine". Very shocking. LOL. And then we went to other smaller exhibits bathed in barely-bright orange light, went to the Muslim exhibit on the West side of Earth. I love looking at Arabic writings - they're very pretty. :) And the day being so cold we all craved for something warm and good and somehow Mom suggested Delifrance at Funan. Halfway there it started pouring very hard, but we managed to run and shelter ourselves before crossing the roads. We sat at Delifrance and laughed about stuff, and again, in the light light rain, we head back to the car and went for home. :)
Tuesday and Wednesday was schoooooooool and me and Tassh were stressing our butts off trying to get our project done. She was fixing the codes, i was doing the manual. But on Wednesday was the icing on the long-done cake. :D She finally fixed it!!! I so heart you, me-love. Muah! So now we're left with making slides for presentation and live demo, finishing up the manual and touching up the codes. I do wish we both have good grades for this.. Sigh.
Thursday :) Pretty Tassh~
Then when the day was over, i gave her a slobbery kiss goodbye - HAH! no larh, kidding ;) - and walked off for home since i dont have anymore classes after 3pm every Thursday. And also coz even on that day i still felt very very darn upset. But thanks to Dil, Tassh, and lovely lovely sweetcheeks Yana for talking and listening to my depressing tales. :) Bless your heart and soul for being such good listeners. You warm me up all the time, me-loves.
Today :) Oh bless today. I got up at 730am, all droopy-eyed and groggy, got ready - pretty much dolled myself up once again - and waited until 825am to leave for home and meet le boyfie for good prata breakfast. I've been craving one ever since i began to crave it. LOL. But the place wasn't even open yet so we waited and sat around until 10am when i noticed the lights on their menu was on. Me being so darn hungry, happily bounced off to the area and ordered my Onion Pratas. :D We talked quite alot, he did too, which is a good sign to me. We kept asking each other what we're thinking about. LOL. Then we walked back to my place and sat under the block for more talking and teasing. LOL.
Short 4 hr meet, but good enough. He said he hoped we can meet next week :) Yay! Oh oh! And i can't wait to go to Sentosa with him and 3 boys + 1 gurl LOL. Dunno whether to bring extra threads or not. Hmm.. See how larh. If they dont mind me kepo-ing and inviting myself over. Hahah.
All right. I guess that sums up EVERYTHING of this week. Pretty long huh. Well, pent up words in my head. I sound pretty good here too. ;) HAHAHA.
Take care y'all, and God Bless.
XOXO!
PS: God bless the rain :) and November :D
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Monday, 9 November 2009
Revelations.
It can be pretty frightening sometimes but it'll always be there, ready, for you to face it whether you like it or not. It can be an eye-opener, or a heart-breaker but revelations are revelations. And their job is to make you see what's going on, what's about to happen, and who it's gonna happen to.
I've unraveled a revelation not two days ago. I didn't expect it at all, but somehow in my heart i do. When i finally found out, upsetting as it was, it was like a relief, in some weird way. It's good to know some revelations sometimes, because in truth you gotta hear some answers to certain questions that you've asked yourself in your life. Whether it's about your life as a person, your family, or your friends. Revelations reveals some of the things to you. Bad or good, it's up to you to decide whether you'd listen and take it in, or reject it in its entirety.
I'm trying to settle things within me. Certain things that are very unethical if i don't stop thinking about it right about now. Maybe i can't move on for some unknown reason? Maybe i'm stubborn about it without even realising it? But one thing's for sure, i've finally closed open questions that'd been lingering in my head for months now and i think it's high-time i stop. It will hurt people i love if i keep sulking about it. It's nowhere near healthy.
OK done rambling.
Take care and God Bless
XOXO
good times, good people
Monday, 2 November 2009
Dear everyone,
OK, so i know i have been ignoring my blog for a very LONG time. Reason being i was too held up with things outside of school and playing games *cough* LOL Well, lots of things happened and i will not get into too much detail concerning those things, for some reasons that won't be disclosed. :) However, all that will be replaced by pictures of what i've been doing for the weeks that i did not report.
Enjoy!
29/10/09
Dad went to New York for a conference so that leaves me being the only driver, and a proud one at it too ;) So, of course, i brought the car along to school. Hehe. When school was over i picked up my Mom and Sis and drove off to Home Team Academy where a ceremony was waiting for all the parents and family members of happy NS-men involved in their POP (Passing-Out-Parade). We came at 4.30, while everyone else came later than stated on the invitation card. Me and Mom were pissed -.- LOL
OK, so the ceremony was amazing! Every one of those boys were at their best, despite two who fainted halfway through the parade but alls good when they proudly marched off. Too bad for their supporters coz some were kindda calling out to them, knowing well those boys can say a word back at them. LOL
Bro was cool in his uniform :)
Then when it was all over and we met at the carpark, Mom called out to Bro and when i turned to my right to see him he immediately opened his arms wide and hugged the life outta me. :O! I was shocked, but it was a very pleasant surprise coz we're both not shy to hug it out when situation calls for it. :) I was tempted to kiss his face but nah.. poor boy will be hounded by watchful officer-eyes. LOL
Oh, and he's permanently deployed at BEDOK! :D 
Mom dubbed her Korean school teacher -.- Aper jek.
Mom, Sis and Bro having refreshments
Photo-taking sessions using my trusty Cooky. LOL
Ahhh proud of him.
Angry with the stickers we were forced to have on our chests so we pasted it on Sis's face. LOL
Waiting for Bro to come back so we can head for home. :)
31/10/09
Me and Yana had been planning a very very long time for our NS boys to meet and have a date together. We all wanted to go to Escape Theme Park but partly because of the admission and the weather we finally decided to have late lunch, hang out and have dinner at ECP! :D The dinner was very very impromptu and it was decided btwn me and boyfie. LOL
We all had so much fun and laughs. We should do this again, Yana me love. :) *hugs*
Yana :) So cute! Hehe
Finally got pic of me and him. :) heh love the lighting.
01/11/09
My family have lots of traditions we cooked up during the years. One, in particular, was to celebrate ANYONE's birthday with a big bang.. well, it's just lavish dinner and good laughs. LOL. But coz Dad wasn't around, me and Mom planned to celebrate my brother's 20th birthday at my grandparents place so that my aunt and my grandparents could join in the fun :) We ordered pizza and kfc for dinner and aunt bought chocolate cake. :D Best~
His birthday was on 02/11/09 but coz aunt was working that day we celebrated it earlier :)
At this point in time, Pizza already arrived and everyone got hungry coz of the lovely smell that came from the boxes. So mom and aunt glued themselves to the window grille and watched the numbers on the LED screen by the lift rise and fall, hoping it'd be our KFC guy. HAHA!
Pizza, cake and Cincao (sp?)
Patiently waiting.
Birthday boy!
"Nak makan.. Nak makan.." <-- Sis nyer pasal. LOL She broke into a dance, oi!
When Sis was younger, i used to do that to her face and just stare at her eyes. They're so cute up close i could just laugh at her. :)
Proud Mommy :)
Siblings :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)
- End -
:) See? Busy kan? LOL. OK, so this week would prolly be busy for me coz i have to come back to school early for MP work. And then the weekends.. :( Boyfie said he'll be confined for the wkend and won't know when he'll be out until the very last minute. Sigh..
Oh wells, take care y'all and enjoy your November!
God Bless :)
XOXO!
start afresh
Monday, 19 October 2009
Been busy lately, up til Sunday. LOL. Hectic, if i could say so myself but it turned out a-OK. It wasn't so bad, until some makcik and pakciks came up to my Mom and asked about me - and then their recommendations came in like wildfire.
"Ahh.. Cucu saya tinggal di Australia tau. Blaja kat sane jugak.. Best kan pat Australia?"
"Dah ade boyfriend, awak?"
Amboi, one after another seh. Amacam~ It's so not funny -.- My parents can still play around with them, imagining until so far ahead. Me, trying to be polite, just smiled. HAIZ.
Then when it was all over, Mom confided with my grandmother and said that almost everyone asked her when I gonna get married. Tau plak complain. I've already warned/threatened/reminded her constantly (see, i stressed the word) that i gonna get married between 27-29, 29 being the max. I dont wanna get married when i'm 30...
OMG THIRTY. >.<
Can you imagine me being 30? Damn right, i can't.
Anyways, tomorrow's the start of a new day and age. Will be separated from beloved Tassh for 6 mths. :( Very upsetting. But we'll definitely catch up during lectures and lunch. :D We plan to find work together too! Yay!
OK, here's where i'll end. Wanna play game. LOL
Take care y'all and God Bless
XOXO!
make it stop, please
Monday, 12 October 2009
I dunno what's going on with me right now. I wish i could just slap myself awake and stop feeling pathetic, sad, hopeless, hurt, and confused.
I've talked, to a few. Some managed to calm me down.. And i thought i had it done and over with, but with a snap of a finger i'm back again, crying. Crying coz i'm stressed out. Crying coz i miss him so much. Crying coz of practically everything.
I hate this.
This sucks.
PS: It's not PMS.
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