gone are the good times

Nothing seems right for me anymore. Nothing. Well, aside work and school.

I guess i've got terrible issues within me that're hard to make amends. Even though i tried, it wasn't hard enough and i crumbled. I turn into a monster and my life gets ruined.

Small things become big. Big things become irreversible nightmares. Nothing can change the fact that this happens with me all the time. Am i too sensitive? I hope not. Am i a perfectionist? Probably so. Am i going to lose something i hold dear to my heart.......?

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Cya