make it stop, please

I dunno what's going on with me right now. I wish i could just slap myself awake and stop feeling pathetic, sad, hopeless, hurt, and confused.

I've talked, to a few. Some managed to calm me down.. And i thought i had it done and over with, but with a snap of a finger i'm back again, crying. Crying coz i'm stressed out. Crying coz i miss him so much. Crying coz of practically everything.

I hate this.

This sucks.

PS: It's not PMS.